Secretly The Favorite

Believe in yourself when no one else will

I’ve been told this at intervals in my life, that I’m secretly the favorite.

There is something about me that people like, but, it’s not cool to admit it.

I was never popular. Perhaps I have the courage to be different or stand alone. Maybe people wish they weren’t dependent on being liked by their friends.

Do I march to a different drum? How about I’m so honest I’m stupid?! That’s what makes me different I think.

As I disengage from my nuclear family I am becoming stronger. Repeated provocation weakens me you see.

I’ve found gold in al-anon meetings. They are virtual meetings. These people are speaking my same language. We are affected by dysfunctional family members. Primarily alcoholism, but, in my family’s case they might as well be. They drink occasionally but their behavior is that of the dry drunk.

So I’m getting stronger you see.

I will report more as my life progresses.

I see a move to a more affluent town in the future. Also the building of a chosen family based on an updated criteria.

I am becoming empowered.

Live long and prosper-Captain Spock

Thank you for standing by. ❤️ 😊 🌟 🌈

7 thoughts on “Secretly The Favorite

  1. Finding your strength is the best you can do for yourself!!! Get it girl 💜🙌🏽

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    1. Thank you Belladonna. That means a lot coming from you 😊 💕

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      1. You are so welcome 💜😍

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  2. ‘I’ve found gold in al-anon meetings’.

    Me too 🙂

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    1. Good to know! We are in the same club Sedge!


  3. Getting stronger and becoming empowered sounds wonderful! ❤️

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    1. Thank you Ashley! It’s been a long time coming. I fell for too much crap being the gullible fool I was. Not everyone wants better for you. They will give you bad advice to keep you down ❤️ 😊

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